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Nightmare

   This morning when I was about to wake my children up, I noticed that Imah was crying softly sorang-sorang. I tak tahu dah berapa lama dia menangis, she tried to hide it. But when I switched on the light, mungkin Imah dah tak dapat sembunyikan lagi perasaan sedih dia. Bercucuran air mata dia mengalir. [...]

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Cabaran fizikal

   Ayah once said, I might have the brain, but I don’t have the physical fitness, that is why I couldn’t be a doctor. Bila difikir-fikir balik, mungkin ada benarnya apa yang ayah kata. Mungkin sebab tu juga takdir I dalam bidang undang-undang dan bukannya kedoktoran. Sejak kecil dok jaja kat orang, my ambition is [...]

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Giliran balik raya

   “Ishh… tak sedih ke?” Itu ayat biasa yang orang tanya every time I told them that every year I akan balik sambut Aidilfitri kat kampung suami. Sepanjang 7 tahun usia perkahwinan kami, tiap-tiap tahun begitulah. Kecuali ada satu tahun tu, when Abang had to work on first Hari Raya, yelah, kerja shift, nasib la kalau [...]

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Financial status

   Hari ni last date untuk bayar yuran UiTM, my fees berjumlah RM518. Kalau tak bayar, the computer generated software akan gugurkan status pelajar, which means tak boleh validate kursus, tak boleh sit for exam, tak boleh guna library, etc. Bagus, bijak betul diorang nak disiplinkan pelajar suruh bayar yuran, kalau tak buat macam tu, [...]

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GPA 3.87, CGPA 3.93

   As promised, I will announce my final semester result in my blog. Memang tension setelah berpuluh-puluh kali checked dalam UiTM student’s portal, asyik tak jumpa rekod aje. Konon-kononnya result keluar 22nd May, takde pun, then 11th June, pun takde juga. Nasib baik la I ada internet kat rumah, tu pun jenuh asyik connect disconnect. My [...]

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Small

   Dah 3 kali two different obstetricians confirmed this, my fifth baby might be born small in size. Last night I went for my 34th week of pregnancy antenatal check up. The baby’s estimated weight is only around 1.8 kg now, which is quite small with the fact that I am approaching my due date in a [...]

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Nurses in government hospital

   I ada dua kali pengalaman bersalin di government hospital, dua kali di private. Bersalinkan Imah di government hospital di Kelantan. Sebab masa tu Abang was still a student, mana ada duit nak pergi private. Even though my father nak sponsor, but we refused, kena sedar diri la kan. Bersalinkan Zara pulak di government hospital [...]

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Homework

   Teruk betul I hari ni. After Abang went to office at 7 am, I sambung tidur. Something that should be extremely avoided on school days. Terjaga pukul 8 pagi, kelam kelibut dibuatnya. Hari ni second day Imah and Amjah ada mid year examination. Sementara I bercuti 2 bulan kat Kuantan ni, Imah and Amjah menumpang belajar kat tadika [...]

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Washing machine

   I am back in Kuantan. Home sweet home, rindu gila kat rumah sendiri. Sedar tak sedar, dah setahun I langsung tak jejak kaki kat Kuantan. Last semester break I spent untuk debate since Abang was away for attachment in Saudi Arabia. Kali terakhir anak-anak and I balik Kuantan was in middle 2008, memang dah setahun [...]

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Career mother

   “Kalau mak tak jadi cikgu aje, hangpa taklah sampai 10 orang dan taklah sampai semua masuk university!” Itu yang selalu mak cakap kat kami adik-beradik. There are times when my siblings object the way how ayah controls mak. Sometimes ayah cakap, kalau ayah bagi freedom kat mak, mungkin mak dah jadi menteri sekarang! My [...]

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